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A mixed weekend

Celebrating birthday with friends and family this weekend but also attending a funeral saying goodbye to a big part of my life. There’s always gonna be a part of you wishing you had done more, said more, especially when I found his clippings in a drawer, how he had saved my christmas cards and magazine articles. But the last thing he said to me was: “you’ve got it figured out. You’ll be alright.” And I guess that’s one of the most beautiful last conversations you can have… Anyway, I know he’s happy up in heaven with so many beloved awesomes gracing it.

Effectively pouring it out in the songs now. I know he would have wanted it. And so many friendly people saying their last goodbyes to him, giving me warmth that day as I sang to him. We really couldn’t have asked for a more beautiful day. The tears will keep coming. But I truly believe that I shouldn’t regret. Because he loved so much no matter what. Still does I think…





About lillabohmen

Swedish lovechild of Kate Bush, Tori Amos and PJ Harvey. 2 albums and 2 EP:s, all available at Spotify, Itunes, and physically. A blog about music, being a female musician in a male dominated business and the occasional feminist/veggie rant. Check out my homepage: for news, bits and bobs and bio, and buy-o of my music. Never lose that creative spark!

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